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Playing for Keeps

By Guardian.




Jesse toyed with the slave bands that Steve had so recently liberated him from and bit back a sigh. Their lovemaking in the `master and servant' role-playing had been as frenetic, passionate and satisfying as always and he truly enjoyed the game. But he couldn't help feeling that something was missing. He manipulated the soft leather with his fingertips, recalling how he had willingly adorned the restraints had, in fact, put them on himself so that he could surprise Steve on his arrival home.
And therein lay the problem. He had put the slave bands on and, if he so wished, he could easily free himself from them as well. Not that he would ever do such a thing. He adored the submissive role, having Steve his master command and use him however he so pleased and it was the most erotic thing he'd ever experienced. But the knowledge that he could escape was beginning to nag at him more and more.
He wanted to be dominated completely, to be utterly helpless and he didn't know how he dared broach the idea. The sigh he had fought so hard to suppress escaped his lips as he wondered what Steve would think if he only knew what was going through his mind. His lover indulged in the fantasy every bit as enthusiastically as he himself did but would he think that taking things one step further would be bordering on sick, maybe even perverted?
Then he felt a gentle hand caressing his lower back and he half-turned. Steve was propped up on one elbow, looking at him with concern.
"What's wrong?" Instantly attuned to his mate's mood, the sigh had not gone unheard by the detective. "I didn't hurt you, did I?"
"No!" Jesse turned fully, horrified that his musings had been so totally misinterpreted. "No, of course not. I loved it, Steve." He smiled at him, his eyes conveying the strength of his feelings. "I love you."
"Then why the sigh?" Steve opened his arms and Jesse snuggled into his embrace. "You sounded sad."
"Not sad, just thinking."
"About?" Steve prompted, a slight frown marring his features. It was unlike his lover to be so reticent especially in the bedroom.
"About these." The slave bands still lay where he'd discarded them and he reached out to retrieve them.
"Don't you enjoy it any more, baby?" Steve tried to keep the dismay out of his tone. The thought that his own intense passion had not been shared left him feeling like a complete bastard. How had he not noticed? He would never do anything that was not mutually pleasurable and as much as he enjoyed their games he would give up the role of `master' in a heartbeat. "You should have told me."
"No!" Again the denial was vociferous and heartfelt. "God, Steve, how can you think that? I couldn't fake something like that!"
Steve smiled, partly in relief and partly at the memory of their recent lovemaking. Intense didn't even come close to describing it. He easily conceded that his lover had most definitely not been faking: "Then what?"
The smile that he got in return was fleeting and his confusion only deepened as the young blonde blushed and lowered his eyes.
"Jess?"
"I" The hesitation lasted for only a brief moment. They had promised each other complete honesty in their relationship. "I don't want to be able to get loose."
Steve blinked at him and felt his stomach flip over as he realised what his lover was tentatively suggesting.
"The chains, I mean," Jesse went on, taking his silence as incomprehension. "I want you to put them on and only you to be able to take them off."
"Jesse ..." Steve shifted uncomfortably, feeling his passion stir at the mere thought of what his lover was suggesting. "That's ... God, I never expected that"
"You hate the idea." There was a desolation in the young man's tone that tugged at Steve's heart strings. His upbringing had left him with massive insecurities and, all too often, they rose to the fore.
"I love the idea." Steve cupped his chin and looked him deeply in the eyes. "But this is a big step, Jess. You're talking about full-blown bondage here. And if we go through with it ..."
"I'm yours, to do what you want with." A wicked gleam entered his eyes. "To take whenever, wherever and however you want." Just talking about it was turning him on and he licked at suddenly dry lips. "That's what I want."
"I'll make you beg." Steve pulled his mate over to lie on top of him, positioning him so that their fully erect cocks were trapped together. "I'll make you scream." He began to grind his hips. "If I put chains on you then, while you're wearing them, I own you."
"Yes," Jesse moaned, his eyes closing as Steve increased the delicious friction. "God, yes."
"You're mine." They were both nearing fruition and further talk was impossible as their lips locked together, hungrily devouring one another, feeling the orgasm surge and grow before finally they both cried out as they came together.

*****

Eight days later, the two of them by some small miracle both had the afternoon off. They didn't make any plans, didn't even talk about what they might do. They didn't want to tempt providence. Too many anticipated idyllic days had been ruined by one or the other being called into work.
Unbeknownst to Jesse, Steve had as he had on one memorable occasion before deliberately arranged for himself to arrive home before his young lover. He'd put a lot of thought into what he was about to do and he wanted everything to be perfect.
It had been a quiet morning at the hospital and Jesse arrived home eagerly anticipating what they might get up to that afternoon. The movies maybe, or some surfing. Or even just a quiet day curled up on the couch. Anything would be fine by him, just so long as they did it together.
As he entered the apartment, he noticed that Steve had beaten him home and was seated in an armchair.
"Hey," he greeted him easily, hanging up his jacket.
"So you finally made it." The detective eyed him appraisingly. "I had to get my own coffee."
Jesse swallowed as he instantly recognised the imperious tones. This wasn't Steve talking to him. It was his master. His cock twitched. Lowering his head submissively, he moved towards the chair.
"Stop." Steve's voice halted him before he'd even got halfway. "Take off your shirt."
He was standing in the middle of the lounge. Steve was sprawled across the chair, watching him through hooded eyes and, already, his erection was threatening to burst out of his pants. Slowly and with hands that trembled minutely he did as he was commanded.
"Shoes and socks."
Again, Jesse silently obeyed. Barefoot and bare-chested, his hands moved to the waistband of his pants anticipating the next order. But Steve raised one hand and that gesture was enough to still him.
"Turn around. Slowly." Steve couldn't help but lick his lips at the exquisite sight. "Now the pants."
Jesse unzipped them deliberately slowly and peeled them off with as much eroticism as he could muster. And it had the desired effect as Steve leaned forward, his tongue again flicking out to moisten his lips.
"Shorts." The older man's voice was throaty with lust and he could see even before his lover shed his underwear that Jesse, too, was highly aroused.
The young blonde stood in the centre of the lounge, completely naked and with a glorious erection. Steve could have drunk in the sight of him for hours, but there was something he had to do something that would make the picture even more perfect.
"Kneel," he commanded, reaching down to the side of his chair. When Jesse had complied and lowered his eyes submissively, he got to his feet. "Last chance to back out," he murmured.
Jesse looked up at him and his eyes widened when he saw what Steve was holding. It was a slave collar not the soft leather one that he was used to wearing, but a slender metal one. His heart quickening, he couldn't find his voice to verbalise an answer. Instead, he raised his head and exposed his throat giving silent permission for Steve to enter him into bondage.

*****

Steve closed the collar around his lover's throat and it locked with a quiet snick. The sight of the young man kneeling before him was making him achingly hard and he knew that he'd have to do something about it soon. But first he had Jesse's needs to tend to. He wanted to be owned, to be controlled, to be completely dominated and Steve had every intention of doing just that.
Heading back to the chair, he retrieved the other items he'd brought. When he turned back, Jesse had once again bowed his head and was waiting in classic slave posture.
"Give me your hands."
Jesse complied instantly, raising his arms out in front of him. Steve closed an iron manacle around one wrist and then the other and was rewarded with the sight of the first drops of pre-cum leaking from his lover's swollen cock. Moving to stand behind the kneeling man, Steve shackled his ankles and then stood back to survey his handiwork. He had never, ever been so turned on in his life before. Their previous games had been erotic, but he realised that Jesse had been right. There was no point in playing the game if it wasn't for real.
"Look at me." When Jesse raised his head his eyes were dark with lust. "I want your mouth."
Jesse smiled softly, his own eyes taking in the bonds he now wore. Steve had allowed for some slack in the chains, but nowhere near as much as he had allowed himself. His movements were most definitely restricted and the chains were heavier, more uncomfortable and almost painfully erotic.
Suddenly a hand buried itself in his hair and forced his head up.
"Your mouth. Now." Steve was fully immersed in the fantasy and although he was always careful never to hurt his lover there was a hint of a threat in his voice. "Don't ever make me repeat myself again."
Looking suitably contrite, Jesse reached for the older man's zipper, only to find his hands suddenly clumsy under the unexpected weight of the chains. His normally dextrous fingers fumbled with the fly, before reaching in to the soft cotton of Steve's shorts and taking his swollen member in his hand.
Steve closed his eyes as the caresses began. He almost exploded as he felt his lover's hot mouth close around his cock and begin its expert ministrations. He wasn't going to last long of that there was no doubt. He hissed sharply as Jesse's tongue teased at his slit and the next moment he deep-throated him. His balls were tight, his orgasm imminent and he didn't try to fight it. With a guttural cry he felt his release take over and Jesse surged towards him taking in his entire length and swallowing every drop of the creamy, salty cum.
His hands dropped to the blonde man's head and he caressed his hair thanking him with the gesture, because their fantasy would not allow the words.

*****

Bending down, Steve trailed his fingers down the length of his lover's straining shaft. Jesse arched into the touch, but Steve instantly withdrew his hand. Cupping the blonde man's chin, he looked down into supplicating eyes.
"You'll never make me wait for anything ever again." He smiled and, taking hold of Jesse's bicep, pulled him to his feet. He looked at him seriously. "You can say no if you want."
Jesse frowned at the murmured words Steve never let anything interfere with the fantasy. Then he saw what the older man was holding. It was a length of chain and it had a catch on one end and a leather strap on the other. It was obviously designed to be attached to his collar. A leash.
Lifting his chin ever so slightly, he again gave permission without words. As Steve attached the leash, Jesse's hands ghosted towards his own cock, which was straining aching for release.
"Oh no." Steve caught hold of the chain that bound his wrists and stopped the movement short. "Not until I say so. And if I see you try to do that again, I'll have to punish you." He gave the leash a gentle jerk. "You belong to me now ... body, mind and soul." He smiled and again teased at Jesse's cock. "Most especially body."
Steve led Jesse towards the bathroom and anticipating that his lover would underestimate the amount of slack in the chains at his ankles was on hand to steady him as he stumbled with his very first step. But Jesse quickly adjusted to the restraints and Steve didn't so much as glance back again.
Once in the bathroom, he turned to face his slave. "Strip me," he ordered, curtly.
He held the leash loosely in his right hand, transferring it as Jesse slowly peeled off his shirt, but never releasing him entirely. Already his passion was beginning to stir anew at having the young man so completely in his control.
He sat on the edge of the tub to allow Jesse to remove his footwear and even that was an erotic experience. By the time his pants and shorts had followed, his erection was jutting out again. Steve got to his feet and eased his hips out slightly, allowing their two engorged cocks to touch for the briefest moment. Then he withdrew and Jesse bit his lip at the sweet, sweet torture.
Steve couldn't resist for a moment longer. He needed to be inside Jesse, needed to claim his slave completely.
"You're mine," he growled, wrapping the chain of the leash around his fist, shortening it. "Mine to do with as I please. Mine to take whenever, wherever and however I want." His hand was under Jesse's chin, the chain still wrapped around it. "Your body belongs to me and I say you don't touch it. I say when you cum."
Jesse whimpered softly, not at all sure that he could obey that command, but he was determined to try. His breath hitched in his throat as Steve turned him around and directed him to brace his hands against the sink and he clung on so tight that his knuckles turned white as Steve's free hand probed at his anus. He wasn't going to let go of the leash, Jesse realised, his breath quickening. He was going to keep control of him throughout and he bit back a moan of sheer ecstasy.
Steve slipped one finger inside him and the moan did escape. A second finger followed, moving with infinite care, scissoring and opening him completely. He couldn't help himself. His hips began to move, rocking gently and allowing his weeping cock to brush against the cool porcelain of the sink. He wasn't disobeying his master, he wasn't touching himself, but he needed release.
Then Steve felt the gentle movement and punished his slave with a bite to his shoulder. He didn't break the skin but Jesse gasped at the sudden brief pain. The fingers inside him began to move with more purpose, the strokes turning rougher and then they were gone. Steve reached for the lube off the side off the sink and yanked the top off with his teeth. It was most definitely awkward doing everything one-handed, but he was determined to do it. He needed to own Jesse and that meant keeping hold of him while he took him.
He slathered the lube onto his cock and positioned it at Jesse's entrance. Easing himself forwards, he grasped his lover around the waist and pulled him back onto him.
"Am I a good master?" He all but snarled, his mouth very close to Jesse's ear.
Jesse, his eyes tightly closed as Steve penetrated him, could only nod in response.
"Tell me." Steve wasn't about to let him off the hook that easily. "Am I a good master? Am I good and kind and everything a master should be?"
"Yes!" Jesse gasped the word out as Steve pushed himself in further. He tried to shift his hips again, but the grip around his waist tightened and he was left bereft and achingly hard.
"Say it." Steve commanded, thrusting himself in fully and grinding his hips against the body before him. "Say it." He began to thrust, with a slow, regular rhythm. "Say it."
"Yes!" The cry was torn from Jesse, as he felt himself on the edge of orgasm, but able to do nothing to bring about the relief he craved. "Yes you are a good master! Yes!" Steve pounded into him again. "Yes! You are! Please!"
Steve almost almost reached for his young lover's cock as he felt his orgasm surge. But instead he changed the angle of his thrusts, seeking and finding the younger man's prostate. Jesse threw back his head and screamed. He had never felt anything like it in his life before and he was in very real danger of passing out from the intense pleasure.
Then Steve thrust again and again hit his sweet spot. He watched his mate in the mirror, seeing the way that he threw his head back, his eyes tightly closed and with a sheen of sweat standing out on his forehead. As he continued to thrust, he began to talk.
"Now you can come." He increased his speed all the while pounding against Jesse's prostate. He felt his balls tighten and knew that he'd reached the limit of his endurance. "Now!"
Steve came as he cried out the word and felt rectal muscles clamp down on his cock, increasing his pleasure a thousandfold. And Jesse screamed again, his own orgasm spurting.
As the delicious sensations passed, both men collapsed forwards almost overwhelmed by the intensity of their release. Steve somehow retained the presence of mind to keep hold of his lover's waist and he lowered them both carefully onto the floor. Jesse curled up against him, his entire body trembling and it took Steve some moments to realise that the doctor was crying quietly.
"God, Jess!" He was instantly mortified and scrambled for his clothes intending to retrieve the keys to the shackles. "I'm sorry!"
A gentle hand on his arm stopped him and he looked back to see Jesse smiling at him with a look of complete rapture on his face. He realised that the tears were nothing to do with him being upset he was just overwhelmed.
"No! No ...Thank you." Jesse looked deeply into his eyes and they shone with complete and utter love. "I...I've never done that before. Never been able to ... you know?"
And Steve did know. Jesse had never before achieved an orgasm without direct penile stimulation. It was a big moment for him. A big moment for both of them. Steve kissed the sweat soaked hair and then reached for the keys anyway. Freeing his trembling mate, he pulled him into a strong embrace.
The fantasy was over for another day and Steve wondered how they could possibly emulate what had just occurred. But, even as the thought crossed his mind, a slow smile spread across his face. He had a few ideas that might do the trick



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